SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AT MISSION CONTROL

Feb. 24, 2007

Prose by Oegyreva

Insomnia poured into a cup; no cream nor sugar added. Two slabs of bacon thinly sliced [sizzling] on the skillet [burning]. My house keeps an untidy yard for winds and rains to play in; while memory props an open window for starry nights to stray in. Pencil poised, I hold my course: and by mid morning of the seventh day I've steered my spaceship into the sun, exulting: "Oh rapture! I am done."

George Lewis Avery † [-yours for clemency]

An Ode To Stonehenge

Mar. 8, 2007

Prose by Oegyreva

I am twice eager and apprehensive, as I stand here facing east; for I have yet to see a sunrise, and I hear it is a lovely sight for mortal eyes to feast on.

I have dreamed you: who parade in the light; you that are motivated to do astounding feats thru the awareness that your days, your hours, your seconds are numbered; whereas I who have inherited no sundial possess that commodity which you would acquire: immortality.

I have dreamt you since the inception of the world; and in all that measure I have yet to see a sunrise. This is why I am resolute in my stance facing the east.

Ask yourselves tomorrow as the fledgeling sun tops a Stonehenge, erected covertly in the predawn, if a heart still beats beneath the rock. And in your quest for deeper meaning, suffer your theologians to ponder if I dream.

-Thrym [A Circle of Giants]

George Lewis Avery † [-yours for the epiphany]

Will You Miss Me When I'm Gone?

Mar. 8, 2007

Prose by Oegyreva

Yes, I feel the winds of change; and though I button my jacket up close to my chin, still I can feel its chill in my bones. It was blowing as the dinosaur dragged itself from the primordial swamp; and I shudder, did that gentle behemoth face it head on or turn away and let it ride on his shoulders until it had swept him up in a maelstrom of dust and legend?

Ozymandias: he was a king of kings, and yet he was blind to the sand that stung at his eye. Today, all that he built is no more. I wonder: if he could have foreseen what lay ahead would he still have tried?

Change: from Plymouth Rock, onward, and westward, everything has been altered in its wake: the bison; the native tribes; the virgin forests; and even the heavens where the eagles soar. Change has always blown, but not since it swept the passenger pigeon into oblivion has it been felt with such force as it is today blowing past the American Farm.

Still, it would be nice to sojourn now that time is fleeting by; to lean against this tilted plow, affix a thoughtful eye; on dusty roads, mid-afternoons, bare heels in the sand, and forays Neath the haloed moon before I was a man.

Those restless hours I'd lie in bed at night hearing chuck-will s widow cry, watching shadows sport under pale moonlight, hearing the winds in the willows sigh; and the frogs in the millpond springing to life long after sleep had dimmed my eye.

I have faintly felt of hungers teeth, I’ve courted winter s cold; I’ve carted home in bundled arm the newborn winter s foal; The frozen ground I’ve walked upon with Jack Frost on the scene, to make a hurried call upon the little house on the green.

Though seasons change, embers die, and paths wear thin or divide, I’ve greeted all the days gone by with my eyes open wide. An idle hinge may gather rust, a needle might lose its eye, a spring may fail and forfeit trust, but I'll not lay down and die.

I’ll free my tractor from out the shed. I’ll turn my cows out on the sod. I’ll see that my dog gets proper fed before I beeline it for God. I am not one to lament my lot even though I face eviction; The world it changed and I did not Will you miss me when I’m gone?

George Lewis Avery † [-yours for the renaissance]

Ittle Birdie What Ails Thee?

Mar. 8, 2007

Prose by Oegyreva

Ittle Birdie? Way up high. Why does your chortle mimic a cry? Now that summer wanes.

Ittle Birdie? Why do you sob? Have all your children took to wing? And failed to send you tidings.

Ittle Birdie? Why do you shudder? Tis only Autumn in the air. Ushering Winter in.

Ittle Birdie? What frights thee? Is it cooler days? Or longer nights? Or mere the seasons passing?

Ittle Birdie? What ails thee? Why do you look so glum? Have I in my outspokenness struck you both deaf and dumb?

Ittle Birdie? Why are you mute? Oh pardon me. I see it now. A cat has got your tongue.

tssk tssk [crunch] [crunch] meow

George Lewis Avery † [-yours for peppered grouse and table wine]

The Primordial Ooze

Mar. 8, 2007

Prose by Oegyreva

Once upon a time, there was a primordial ooze emerging from a bit of frozen Earth, where the sun incubated the rock in an age when all things sentient lingered in the great oblivion of sleep. An eon passed, and from that ooze was borne a cognizant thought, what rose to the surface of that stagnant pond, as a bubble does, and within its dome was sealed the recipe for transcendence.

Like a gaseous hiccup, it floated free, unrestrained, intent on being realized, but ... unable to stabilize outside its prison walls, it's hull eroded. The bubble burst, and consciousness spilled far out into the cosmos, in myriads of color. Each particle, minute to miniscule, was different, though similar in that each fragment retained an inherent sense of the missing whole, and an overwhelming desire for oneness.

But there was not one in that multitude that retained the shape of its former glory that did not deem itself to be the acme of all its composites; and this one in its arrogance, failed to assimilate, but rather, set about to eviscerate the inferior elements, until at last it had quashed all debate as to its rightful claim to eminence.

Once upon a time, there was a bubble that would be a god. But it burst at high elevation, and the primordial ooze, being long exhausted, reeks of dust and nothing else, amid the great oblivion of sleep.

George Lewis Avery † [-yours for requited brotherhood]

Quantum of Solace

Mar. 8, 2007

Prose by Oegyreva

Oh mother I am weary. Might I rest here for awhile; in the cradle of your bosom; in the billows of your smile?

The years have taxed me heavy. I have trekked a daunting mile. But all that can be forgiven if I might prop here for a while.

You'll find I am not needy. An untidy bed will do. And in the spring: a canopy to ward away the dew.

In summer I am happy with naught a gown at all; but toss on me a blanket when comes around the fall.

Insulate me heavy when winter rolls about; but do not bother in the spring to try and roust me out.

In lieu of answer mother sing me a lullaby; that I might enter dreamland with a moonbeam in my eye.

Whereby all my soulful burdens will drop off at the side and I'll leap into the saddle of a unicorn .... and ride.

George Lewis Avery † [-yours for the homecoming]